Thursday, October 3, 2013

I am a delicate flower

Most days, if you said to me "Linnea, you are a delicate flower", I would probably give you the look I give people when they say something stupid (if you know me, you know this look) and say something that would be very unladylike and not delicate.  I am perhaps too proud of my sense of independence and adventure.  I don't mind when the power goes out or when I don't get to shower for a couple days (let's be real, even when I have the choice, I don't shower every day).  I love being outdoors, hiking, and camping and generally not being inside, doing embroidery or whatever well-bred ladies do.  But that said, coming here, to the Somali region of Ethiopia, makes me feel like a delicate flower.  And not just a delicate flower, but the kind of flower that needs to be raised in a conservatory and handled with gloves made of calfskin.  The kind that will shrivel up and fall apart if its put in too much sun.  The kind of flower that would not make it here.  This place is, in a word, rough.  Not to say that it is terrible or awful or unworthy of seeing, just that it is rugged, hot, dusty, hot, remote, and did I say hot?  

I have been to a place or two that has amazed me, but driving for two hours in mid-day through the Somali landscape was mind-blowing.  Everything is baked in the sun and covered in dust.  You can see for miles through the scrub because the bushes are so small and generally without leaves.  There is no evidence of water anywhere, except that every once in a while you will see a tree that has a few green leaves amongst the yellow. It goes months without rain and you can see the evidence of where riverbeds were (especially since you are usually driving in them) but they are completely dry and cracked.  When we were driving I thought that I saw fires in the distance because I kept seeing columns of red smoke.  Not smoke at all, but dust that is lifted in the air like a tornado.  And then eventually not just one tornado but a whole sky full of dust as we drove through a giant sandstorm.  

All that is pretty amazing already but what is mind-blowing is that people LIVE here.  Not that they visit for a few days a year, throw up a tent city and party to trance music and alternative art, but that they live here every day, year round.  And yes, of course, many of them do live in tent cities (although I didn't see any alternative art, natch) and the poverty is pretty extreme, but I still saw most of the same things that define our lives.  I saw kids playing, kids going to school, I saw young guys sitting around drinking coffee and listening to Bob Marley, I saw clothiers selling Arsenal and Man U shirts, and saw people at work.  And not just sitting at a computer work.  Hard manual labor work, digging holes, laying concrete, herding goats, washing dishes and cooking over fires.  Real work.  Sweaty work.

And the whole time I was seeing this, I had two of the truck's air conditioners pointed right at me, and was drinking out of a giant water bottle that someone had to buy for me because I lost my wallet (found it FYI), I had my scarf wrapped around my head like a turban to keep my hair off my neck, was sweating through my shirt and pants, and felt like I was going to pass out.  I'm sure I was bright red too but since I refused to look at my reflection, I will assume that I was the picture of glamour.  Other than the sweat stains.  And the floppy turban.

So the point of this rambling story is that if you ever need to reaffirm your faith in human resilience, come to Dolo Ado.  Then drive two hours away.  You might not have much faith in your resilience, but I bet you will be pretty impressed by everyone else's.  


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